lifes not tha breath you take but the breathing in and out

when i wake up every morning I'm always happy know that god is there with me and that as long as i'm breathing i can worship him...... life isn't one breath but the continuous breathing and the continuous reason to be breathing in your eye..... if we just took one breath then are life would end there but we must continue breathing....
GOD LOVES YOU! so love him back! LOL!!!!

faith-for me-is even in not being sure but still trusting.
Peace-for me- is even in the middle of everything being able to quite down and feel free.
life-for me- is finding my purpose and my reasoning for being here.
Living-for me- is being real and happy and accomplishing my goals, and fallowing threw with my dreams.... and thanking god  for everything.

LOVE,

          LIVE,

                  LAUGH

LOVE- we need to allow are selves to not become self absorbed but still love are self and are god before we can love anyone or anything else.
LIVE- we need to live on fire for god and he will give us purpose and guidance.
LAUGH- we need to find something to laugh with and allow are selves to have fun.

GOD is amazing and love us and will always be there for us, just TRUST in him!

EVIL

evil has no easy explanation.
Everyone is evil and is good.
Sometimes we watch ourselves do something evil
Frozen in a scream that's never heard. 

... We cannot stop ourselves, so we go on,
Knowing somewhere else the horror plays
And plays and plays until we are forgiven,
Healed by someone's gift of unearned love.
When someone has been tortured as a child,
Evil, like a mad dog, crouches near.
One buries it deep in a vaulted, lead-lined chamber,
But zombie-like it stalks the world within. 

... It's strange that darkened children need
forgiveness
For evil that they suffer, innocent.
But guilt's the trademark of humiliation,
Burned into the flesh of memory..
Love washes over evil like an ocean,
Sweeping over seething, fisted anger,
Drowning it in cold, unquiet depths,
Leaving you weak and weeping on the strand. 

... You wouldn't be yourself without the pain
That twists inside like penitential dancers,
Making you the stage of some strange beauty,
Like no one else, the host of our redemption.

If U Shot ME in THe Chest I Wouldnt feel a thing

i feel So lost so scared so indifferent so like i have no where to go or no one to turn to- i need to stop over thinking things and just role with the punches.....
I Love god, I believe in him, he'll see me threw.....amen

people live to believe... without reason or hope we would all just disapear...... finding a perpose and a place in this crazy world is what i search to do..... and i will do it with gods help and in gods time for he has never forsaken me...... for he is my heavenly father and i do know he will always be there..... i just half to trust in him and keep reminding my self of how amazing he is!!! god loves you all even me!!!!

step back breath you'll make it threw theres a mountain think befor u leep dont be afriad...... my head is ringing with people yelling.....im not as stupid as u think... im not even the person u thing that i am....I am much more!....and god is always on my side...

a couple of my poems hope u like!

Biggest Fear

"I love you,"
I will always whisper in your ear..
and the bond we share is unique and clear.
...
Y
ou are my happiness,
my joy,
you are always near...


But just like that,
out from sadness tears appear...

'
Cuz how can something I love so dear...
something that gives me joy...
be my biggest fear?

Beauty; 

a forever desire,
yet many would not,
or do not see its truth,
for beauty although wonderous and desirable,
is not shown under the light of truth.


A Clueless Fellow
A clueless fellow named Nate,

couldn't get a second date.

He thought that he lacked
 the power to attract,

but in truth,
'twas the garlic he ate. (=

LOL fun today

i went shopping!!!!! with my sister and her baby -ella is so sweet she is the happiest baby ever!! i also can now say that i own a dress lol (= I'm getting back to school. i am fourteen and want to be graduated from high school, October 2012 so i am so excited!!!

Bible verse for the day Hebrews 13:17
Obey those who rule over you, and be submissive, for they watch out for your souls, as those who must give account. Let them do so with joy and not with grief, for that would be unprofitable for you.


EVERYTIME
Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.
Every time u kill me,
I am born again.
Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.
And every time u say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.
Every time you look at me

 my back is facing you,
And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.
Every time ...I join your game,
You're not playing fair,
And every time you say u love me,
I act like I don't care.